Poopie day again.
I had a hard time in school. My maths test was a mess. Wth domain and range, why are you so complicated? /slap.

My class (well, half of it) organized a small egg-hunt for primary 1st-2nd graders for Easter, today. That's because we're not having classes this Thursday and good Friday is also here.
Now, I don't really want to turn my journal into a rant, so I'll try to keep it short: 

the one in charge of deciding who to take part in the "skip-class-while-I-egg-hunt" (let's call him "Ri"), chose a few classmates. Ri realized s/he needed two more people, and because s/he didn't know who else to choose, s/he wanted volunteers. No one else raised their hands but me. I had told Ri before that I wanted to take part of this event, but s/he decided to ignore me. Ri saw me (and my hand still up) and then called some other classmate's name to be written in the list instead of me. Hell, I bet I was the most excited about this event and then this happened. That BIG disappointment, and THAT betrayal. I don't understand? I was so mad I shed a tear. Frustration, stress. I don't know why it hurt me so much, but I do know that I wanted to punch Ri's face. Why, you may ask. My answer? Because s/he laughed. Ri laughed after seeing me and my hand up and then called some other's name without them volunteering. Ri also separated me from my friends. S/he took all my closest friends with her/him already knowing about my friendship with them.

Now that I think of it. It was double betrayal. Ri and my friends. If my friends were really friends, they would have wanted me to be with them. They would have asked Ri if I could take part in the event as well. But no, they didn't. Maybe it was their selfish thought of "Oh, I can skip classes", or maybe it was their excitement about the event that they forgot to ask about me. I don't know. But it could also mean they're not my real friends. I don't want to believe the latter. I want to keep believing they're my friends, and that I can rely on them, but it's hard. It's always hard at this age. There must be a reason for everything, so I hope I get to know about it soon.
I'm sorry. At the end, this turned into a long rant.

I wanted to forget about this morning, so as soon as I arrived home I grabbed my phone and logged into LINE  play. I made new friends, but I know almost nothing about them, so it's not enough to make me forget about how bad my day was becoming. I left my phone in my room and went to the living room to turn on the computer. There, I just browsed through DeviantART and then ended up drawing an old anime character I liked when I was little.